New med..
So since a couple of weeks ago I started feeling suicidal again and had to make a self-care plan with my counselor, my psychiatrist thinks that I might do well with taking an antidepressant as well as a mood stabilizer. As he put it a mood stabilizer sometimes just isn’t enough. So I’m to start out on zoloft and pray that this is the cocktail for me. So far today has blown though, took my first dose around 11 and made an early birthday appointment to get my tetanus. I had a meeting with a career counselor and I left that meeting shaking like I hadn’t ate this morning and like I was going to pass out. I met a girl who was willing to let me eat her raspberries but I was like I think I can make it to campus. I would’ve felt bad eating someone else’s snack! I’m not usually like this, I hope that my hypoglycemia isn’t getting worse. :(
Food and me..
I’ve been bit by the cooking bug. I’m constantly looking up recipes online and feel that it’s my moral obligation to show my friends on facebook or pinterest. It’s getting really bad. Atleast most of the pins I create don’t show up on facebook anymore. But I feel that the only thing I have to share at this point in my life is recipes. What the heck, I can’t talk about the cool, fun stuff I’m doing because I’m really not doing anything. Other than the roleplaying game that some friends and I have started my week is pretty boring.
